I am so good at staying emotionally unattached. To a point. I never start it. Never ever do I start it. I don’t like being sad, even a little bit. Once again, something I didn’t start, but got swept away in, has turned around on me. It’s like men like to jump in head first, then back peddle when it suits them. It’s so confusing to me. So so confusing. I want a users manual, please.