Author: Amb A Sinner

Amb A Sinner https://ambasinner.wordpress.com If beauty is pain, violence is makeup.

Super sick! Take two.

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I got my second prescription filled today. I had been slacking. You know, between working and being SICK OUT OF MY MIND.

Wait.

Let me tell you a story about today. It’s short I promise.

I walked to the bus today to get to work. It’s .4 mile away. Very quick. So I’m walking and halfway there the nausea hits me. (Thanks meds #1) and I’m like “Oh man, I do NOT need to be sick right now.” I keep walking. I’m almost puking when I get to the bus stop. WARNING GRAPHIC DESCRIPTION. You know where you’re like dry heaving but you keep your mouth closed, praying you are not going to start puking. That was me like 10 ft from my bus stop. END GRAPHIC DESCRIPTION. I stand there for maybe two minutes. Bus was early. I sit on the bus and whole time there I’m chanting to myself, “Please don’t puke, please don’t puke.” After I got used to the bus movement the nausea subsided. But then the walk between bus stop and work resulted in the same thing. Fun.

So! Today after work I got prescription #2 filled. This is the one with the gnarly alcohol side effects. Details? If I drink alcohol with it, even mouthwash, I will get projectile vomiting. Like, real life, exorcist vomiting. This Will Be Me. Enjoy that gem.

I said to the pharmacist, “Well that is just fucking great. I’m also taking ____ med. How will it react with it? Will they counter act so I’m not sick all the time?”

Her answer: Oh no, you will just be more sick from the side effects. Probably about double.

Well FUCK my life.

Yeah I’m dropping the f bomb.

Fan fucking tastic. Thanks doc. Because I went to you to fix my random once a week puking, now I get to feel like puking every minute, of every day, for two weeks.

Guh. Sometimes I just don’t want to wake up.

Oh yeah and I tried to dye my hair red and now I have red roots and black hair. Hah fucking hah. Jokes on me!

Oh so, guess what I’m sick. For really reals.

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I went to the hospital the night before last. I don’t believe I’ve blogged about it but I’ve been having some medical issues with my insides. Also vomiting. Yucko.

At one point I thought I was pregnant, but I peed on a stick and it said negative. Thank God.

Long story short is I was having some really bad symptoms and once I spoked to my father about it he said to me, “OH NO APPENDICITIS!!” and then I went home and googled it and was like, “OH FUCK APPENDICITIS!!!11”

So I went to the hospital.

I spent 5 hours in the hospital. I probably earned myself a whole lot of debt. For what? Well, I got “Rehydrated” via IV. I got some pain meds, but not the good kind, through IV. Got some tests and examinations done.

Right now they believe it is not appendicitis. The believe. If my symptoms persist I need to return because then they believe it is appendicitis. That’s nice.

So until then I’m on some really really gnarly antibiotics. I can’t drink with one because it has such severe side effects, and I can’t be out in sunlight with the other one. I don’t know why. Probably really horrible side effects with those too.

Oh did I mention I had to get a shot?? Yeah. A big one! It was horrible and I acted like a pansy.

Long story short (hahaha), now I’m taking Antibiotics that I’m reacting worst too than the original illness was. Sucky.

So I’m sitting here watching late night tv

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and I’m not talking infomercials, I’m watching discovery channel. What I should say is I’m listening to the discovery channel as I swim around the internet.

ANYWAY

So Sons of Guns is on and this guy starts talking about swords. He wants to make some machete / samurai sword crossbreed. Whatever. I figure it’ll be an over-sized Machete.

However, I find  that his argument for making it was pretty valid. Not everyone likes firearms. Some are fans of weapons that actually require knowledge and skill and all around “know how.”

Long story short, I’m one of those people. I am not a fan of firearms. I think they have their purposes. I also think that hand held weapons that are used knowledgeably and with skill are a lot more respectable.

Clean Slate?

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I’m having this really strong urge to start my blog over. Like maybe it has somehow gotten away from me. Maybe I just need a new name. Pretty Like Drugs is the name of my favorite song.

And that used to work for me really well. But now that I’m really thinking about it, and considering buying a domain and stuff like that.. I mean, is it really that good of a name? Or to be associated with? I don’t know it’s not something I would normally be concerned about it. I can just see where some people would take it out of context and just focus on the word “Drug” as opposed to considering and thinking about the concept of being “Pretty Like Drugs.”

Though of course anyone who fixates on the idea of DRUGS without actually taking in the “big picture” probably isn’t very likely to be able to understand what makes drugs so attractive.

I don’t know.

I get it.

Now that I’ve written that all down I feel silly. Who cares if no one else gets it. I GET IT. Hah.

I am a silly girl.