Yeah I’m still alive. No craziness from the doctor. Sorry to leave you hanging.. if you were even reading this. Anyways, I’m massively depressed and really don’t want to deal with the outside world, or the online world, or really any world other than the one I’m stuck living in so I will catch you cats on the flipside.
Author: Amb A Sinner
Stick a fork in me
I am done.
I am done with my job. Just sooo fucking over it and so done. I’m sick of the drama, the misconceptions, the lack of communication, being behind in our training, getting berated for things that didn’t happen, our boss not having an integrity and I’m flat out tired of the lack of work ethic.
I’m unhappy when I’m there, and I don’t like that. It wasn’t always that way.
I have to go to the doctor early tomorrow and I’m scared. Well, that’s an understatement. I’m actually freaking the fuck out. I’m not going to share details until I get to the bottom of it, but basically there is shit going on that I can’t account for and it’s scary.
I’m taking three days off the week following next. So after the 18th. I have to go up to Oregon to drop off my brother with my Dad, so that will be a nice mini-vacation. And if my boss can take four days off for no reason, I can take three off. Or she can go fuck herself. Whichever comes first.
I did lots of grocery shopping today after work and bought pizza for dinner. So much for being healthy. I needed it. And the food I bought wasn’t terrible food. I’m keeping it all in the poquito casa. I’m sick of people (read: father and brother) eating all my foodies.
So fresth and so clean
..clean.
Okay enough Outkast.
Today is my first day off in a long while. Six days of work in a row really wear you down. Johnny (bestbuy) gave me some awesome possum computer speakers which work great in my poquito casa. I need to buy some curtains.
I got the Poquito Casa all nice and clean again. I bought some leather cleaner and used it on my upholstery and I’m really really happy with the results. It’s red leather with a western style print on it and the cleaner made it look a lot more red than it did before. Haha.
I also helped Katie move some stuff from Boulder Creek to Santa Cruz earlier this morning before she had to go to work. So I’m glad to say I got some productivity done before I just go back to being lazy.
Tomorrow I work.
Friday I have off. I gotta go to the doctor and get some things checked out, but otherwise no plans for that day off either.
I love not having plans.
Mi Casa
I’m currently residing in the poquito casa. You may or may not have known that. I never finished my montage video. Why? Because I’m a lazy ass with a short attention span.
Actually, I would very much love to finish it, I just really need to get JediNinja a wireless modem. BigSauer (laptop) sucks at life and I wouldn’t try to do anything on here.
So maybe, someday, I will finally get my montage done.
Work today was ridic. I scalded all the finger tips on my left hand about an hour and a half into my shift. It will be fine tomorrow, but all day any time I bumped it or submerged it in the dish water, it hurt. Really badly. Also I lightly bumped my pointer finger (the scalded one) into the counter and my skin split and started bleeding. Sexy right? Yeah. So That sucks.
At lunch I was playing Hacky Sack with Jake (produce) and Nick (BestBuy) and tore my inseam on my left leg to mid thigh. That sucked as well. Luckily we sell safety pins at Safeway. Black safety pins no less.
So after work I went over to the mall to buy work pants. Yeah, like that’s all I bought. Hah. I got work pants, a new work shirt, a new book (fuck yeeeeah), I upgraded my Borders reward card, then on the way home I stopped at Quik Stop and got some snacks. I work at a grocery store, but I really never feel like spending any time there unless I’m paid.. So I pay twice as much for shit at a convenience store. What that translates into is I’m dumb.
Regardless, I am now home with a new book, some snacky snacks, a totally free afternoon, and no where I have to be. Lovely 🙂
Back!!
My internet was turned off for a week.. well almost a week. Okay like five days. Anyways, I’m glad to say I have it back online. I have pictures to post, of course, but I wont be able to do that until I buy a usb wireless modem thinger for JediNinja. Then it will be all easy peasy.
Yeah nothing else is new in my life. 🙂
20,000 Underneath the Sea 