I’m still kind of butthurt about the mercedes thing. It’s lame

I went to karaoke last night with Katie and Jake. It was awesome. We all had a very good time. Work was good too. Though I was busy right up until we closed which sucked. Haha.

Mike is home. Finally. I missed him.

I also bought some sweet new beads. Some small glass ones that are teal with silver inside (which makes for a pretty bead) and some rainbow fluorite. I hope they look good in my hair. I’m also going to make Katie a bracelet with the fluorite.

Well, my dad is taking the starter out of the Mercedes he bought me (hah.) to put in his car. He wants to make sure I’m not mad, but part of me is. I told him, “I don’t care what you do with those mercedes. They’re both a wash to me.” because the fact of the matter is he bought them both “for me” and never invested enough time to actually fix them. I told him I would buy the parts for it.

He spent $5000 on my sisters car.

But no, it’s fine. I’m upset, but the way I’m upset is something I’m used to. I’m the middle child. I’ve lived a long life of being the runner up. I could be pissed, but what would that gain me? He’s still taking the starter out. He’s still not fixing my cars.

Thanks Dad. You’re the best.

I’m apologizing ahead of time for any really weird typos. I’m on my laptop.

So, if it’s not one thing, it’s another. I got a new Monitor from Johnny (best buy) but now my keyboard is dead. It has been since Monday. Fuck my life. Seriously.

I’m sitting here listening to Queen Adreena and I think I’m an emotional masochist. Seriously. This music brings out so many things I feel (though I attempt to suppress) and it’s really refreshing to just revel in it.

Mike is at his Mom’s house and this is day two of us not really talking. I miss him. Is that lame? I hope not. I don’t think so. 🙂

I went and played pool with Taylor last night. We only played two games. We got there rather late and my friends Conor and Will had been there for an hour and a half already so I can understand why they didn’t stay any longer.

Then Taylor and I went to Jon’s house and played Little Big Planet with him and his bro. That game is fucking AWESOME. I would almost consider buying a PS3 just so I can play that game. It is that good. Even when you suck you can’t help but laugh at it. I swear, I blinked and it was 2am.

Did I mention I adore Queen Adreena? Truly. I must get their new album.

Nelda (coworker) is back from her two week vacation. I’m so happy. I missed her and I was sick of the weird shifts and schedule. Hahaha.

Well I’ve been successful in getting everything done today that I had to get done. I paid back a mini loan, paid my rent, and put gas in the car. Nothing really all that fantastic.

My Dad and I had a pretty funny conversation on the way home from town though. We were talking about old school Looney Toons and all of the personality problems the characters had. Cross dressing Rabbit, Psychotic Duck, Meth-head Mouse, Shoot-happy Texan.. Just all kinds of shit. I guess you had to be there, but it was pretty damn hilarious.