I finally learned how to do you, you evil trick. After hitting myself in the nose, and making it bleed while attempting to master you, I have finally succeeded.
First move, reverse 3-beat weave
Second move, reverse 3-beat btb weave.
Now, if only I could stop hitting my calves
So today was my first day back at work after the 4th. I still kind of feel like I’m recovering. I’m super tired. Anyways, my friend Johnny told me that he had heard I was “All over Katie at that fourth of july party.” Not my BFF Katie, but Sbux Katie. Who likes girls. So I’m instantly angry that there are rumors going around about me. If me dancing with Katie means I was all over her, why was I also not “all over” Taylor and Tony?
I asked Johnny who had told him this garbage and he wouldn’t tell me. And I was pissed. Like super pissed.
Then I had some kind of weird moment of clarity/epiphany/I don’t know what to call it. And I realized, when did I start caring what people thought, let alone said, about me?
All the anger I was harboring just kind of slipped away. I was empowering this negativity by caring about it. Not only that, but all the frustration and stress I had been suppressing about other aspects in my life also melted away.
It was as though I suddenly remembered that I was #1.
I’m very happy right now.
So I mentioned a few blog posts ago that I got asked on a date. I’ve been chewing on that a lot recently. The person who asked me is a friend of mine and to be honest, I still don’t know why the hell it is a Date. What makes a date a date? Wanting to get to know if you want to be in a relationship with them, right?
Well I already know that I don’t want to go on dates, because I really have no urge to be in a relationship with anyone right now. I’ve only wanted to be in a relationship with one person since I left my husband and that’s in a hiatus stage right now.
Now I know I broke up with Mike. I know I’m the one who’s shoved all kinds of space between us. And I also know that the reason why I want to date other people, and I want mike to date other people, is so that we can truly appreciate our relationship. LDR’s can really mess up ones perception.
Anyway, I talked to the person who wants to go on a date with me and I basically just explained that I don’t know why it has to be a date and why that label has to be on it. I mean if going and eating food and going and doing stuff with someone makes those things dates.. well then I am one busy girl. I date all sorts of people. Men and Women alike.
It’s just stupid. But I’m happy. My thought process seems really valid right now.
My 4th of July was awesome. I hope yours was too.
I worked 9:30 to 6:30 and realized volunteering for the 8 hour mid shift that day was stupid. Stacie let Clarisse go home at 9:30am instead of 1:30pm and why she did that, I do not know. It was slammed when I got there and because she let Clarisse go home early it screwed up the whole rest of the day. Katie (the closer) had to come in early, and then take a lunch, and yeah, it sucked. Work was lame.
After I clocked out I sat and read my book while waiting for Katie to get off of work. Jake as well as Taylor and Leslie all showed up and we carpool to Andreas at about 7:30. We get to Seabright Brewery and realize that they have road blocks (as expected) but parking is just not happening anywhere. We call Jesse and he skates down and Jake skates back to his house. With Jesse, we can get past the road blocks. He’s a resident. 🙂
We get there and there’s people already there so we start setting up and munching on BBQ. More friends show up and more drinking commences. Theres fireworks, a block party, just awesomeness. I actually managed to pace myself, which was actually really fun. I wasn’t “the one” Hah. I got to bed around 3am.
I made some new friends (Jesse and Andrea’s neighbors) and that was cool.
This morning we all woke up around 11am and Andrea asked who wanted biscuits and gravy. I, of course, am like “ME ME ME” Because I love that stuff. Andrea needs milk so she sends Jesse to the store, and I send him with some money and he brings back milk and rockstars. Woo.
We sit around until like 1pm watching trailers for movies. It was awesome. Hahaha. Then we watched family guy for a little bit. Katie and I went for a walk and sat on the cliffs and talked and watched the ocean. Good times. Great 4th.
Now I am home. I close tomorrow then have wednesday off which is weird but it’s okay in my book. Time to do laundry and spin before my afternoon is shot.
Just now Sid and Boris were up at our house. Dad was talking with Sid. I’m sitting in my bedroom. I hear little kids screaming and playing down in the valley, and I’m listening to music. Everything is fine. Then I hear my father screaming, “GET HIM. GET HIM QUICK.” and then “RUN.” so I immediately jump out of my room and try to find out what the hell is going on.
Moondance, Justin, and some of their friends from Caselegnos (a small store a few miles down the road from us, I’ve met them a few times as well) were walking up here to say hi. Boris ran down the hill and immediately attacked their blood hound puppy, Stella. At this point, I’m on the hill side. I see Boris back off, then jump on Stella again. There were two small children right next to Stella.
Sid managed to remove Boris from Stella. She now has a gaping hole in her leg. Everyone is angry, and all but one person has a right to be. And what is Sid doing? Throwing insults at people.
There are no bad dogs, just bad owners. I’m sad to say Boris is a product of his environment. He could’ve been such a good dog.
So yesterday was a horrific day at work. Almost got into a head-on collision on the way to work and that was when the ball started rolling. Got called in early, got bitched at by my boss, evil tourist customers, just one thing after another. I’m going to leave it at that.
I’m trying to play with adding pictures to my posts.. so bear with me.
20,000 Underneath the Sea 