So I got impulsive and right now I have 5 minutes until I can wash the black dye out of my hair. Yeah I hate it. It hates me. But jesus for that first month I LOVE black hair. Especially now that I have skin color. Oh yes, happy day.

Here is how my day went.

Pay day: I look at my bank account and see that I have $20. On pay day. Wtf? Apparently I got hit with Four over-draft charges. Uhm okay. So I have a lunch date with my bank.

Work: I find out from my coworker, not my boss who I spoke to, that I’m not getting my vacation next month. Oh gee thanks, considering it was already OKAY’D.  I also have to deal with Elizabeth from Aptos. I hate her, in case you didn’t know.

I got to see Joe, which brightened my day. Lunch was good.

Work sucked balls. They reversed one over draft charge, so that’s better than nothing.

I’m crapped out now though. Anger takes energy.

Too much.

I don’t know where to start. I kind of feel like I’ve grown a third eye or second head or something. I don’t know why I’m getting as much attention lately as I have been. Must be in the stars.

All of my spare time gets spent on Lensmoor. As in, Lensmoor.org. Go geek out with me please.

at all.

Okay so I’m listening to Lisa Hannigan (Listen!) and it’s making me happy.

I’m always amazing how easily my life goes from shit storm to perfectly okay. I guess maybe I’m just becoming very accepting in my old age. I can accept the things I cannot change. It just takes me anywhere from a few minutes to a few days. Haha. But I do accept them!

Mike sent me flowers at work a few days ago. (Pic)

It completely made my day. He’s pretty wonderful. I’m a silly girl, and I’m sticking to my guns, but I know it’s a lost cause. I definitely don’t want to be like some highschool girl. Lets break up. Lets get back together. Lets break up. Lets get back together. I definitely do not want that to be my MO. I’m fairly certain he knows I’m just a little messed up in the head and am trying very hard to get through my weird self-defense mechanisms as best I can. So I’m still single. sort of. Kind of. Technically?

I work 3:30 t0 8:30 today. Thank god. A five hour shift. I definitely needed this. The last few days have been brutal and luckily I traded a shift next week so Tuesday is my next day off instead of Wednesday. I hate working long stretches. I would much rather have my days off split, but I’ll take what I can get.

In other news, I’m getting pretty good at spinning (Video) Or at least I think I am. And by pretty good, I mean I’m still making progress. There are some amazing poi spinners and someday I hope to move to fire, but until then, I’m satisfied just to keep making progress. 🙂

Catch you on the flipside!

So this morning, on my day off, I got up super early and my father and I headed to the DMV. We arrived there at like 7:40-7:45 (it opens at 8) and at that point there was already a line of about 50 people wrapped around the building. I said, “Fuck this” and we didn’t stop. I hate the dmv. I HATE IT.

Then Dad and I went and I filled up his car with gas, par our rental agreement, and got some McDonalds breakfast. Now I’m home and I have absolutely nothing else I must do on this beautiful day off.

🙂