Author: Amb A Sinner

Amb A Sinner https://ambasinner.wordpress.com If beauty is pain, violence is makeup.

What the F?

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I am the most slacker ass person I know. Dang. I got my diet pills yesterday, but I forgot to take them. I suck. I’ve managed to not only keep drinking as much as normal, but now I’ve managed to pick up substance abuse too. I rediscovered pot. Ugh. Well at least I don’t eat constantly when I’m stoned. So there’s that.

I got my hair cut. Well, I got my bangs changed. It’s cute. I like it. I need to start avoiding boys. I’m emotionally broken and obviously can’t react the right way.

Moving on however, I officiall have 2g spirals in my ears. I’m so stoked on it. They’re so pretty. My hair is fading out to a weird red bronze color. I really don’t know what to do about it. I’m not going to bother dying it again until before my vacation/birthday party.

I have a shit ton of pictures I need to upload to my picasa account.. and facebook for that matter. I think this coming week I’m not going to go out. I’m just going to stay home and recoup from this last week. I’m so tired.

I have to wake up at 5am for the next four days. Oh joy.

Food

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I love the fact that I’m never hungry. But it also freaks me out because I worry when I don’t eat. I just forced down a hot pocket because the last thing I ate was a bowl of ice cream for breakfast yesterday. I was craving chocolate.. Don’t judge me. 🙂 So far I haven’t lost any weight, but my stomach is flatter which is good for me. I gotta put in my next order ASAP and I might have it expidited because I don’t want to wait forever for shipping. That shit sucks.

Also, I’ve made a web album for my blog: http://picasaweb.google.com/amathriablog

New Hair:

From Just my Face

Oh me oh my

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I’ve thought a lot about blogging.. I’ve just not been doing it. I don’t know why. I guess I just can’t seem to motivate myself. I’ve been doing a whole lot of nothing lately. I think my biggest issue is that I can’t update my blog mobile style. Like.. I can’t show you pictures instantly of what I’m doing, except with twitter, and fuck twitter. Hahaha. I’m such a hypocrit.

I’ve been painting, drawing, doodling, singing, dancing, and just all around living. As best as I can manage. I’m awaiting the arrival of my halloween costume. I received my package from canada. Oh how I love canada. And.. I continue to spend money regardless for the fact that I should be SAVING it. F my life.

On the romantic side of my life, well nothing has really changed. I’m fairly certain I scare boys, though I don’t mean to. Maybe someday someone who I find interesting will step up instead of people who I don’t find interesting.

I dyed my hair red and black today. I didn’t get a chance to get the blonde streaks in, not sure if I want to yet. I might re-dye the red just to make it all the more vivid. For some reason I’m feeling motivated enough to dick around and connect my picasa galleries to this blog. So I’m going to do that now. Pics to come.

What goes around comes back around..

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Randomly and unexpectedly some good karma finally found it’s way to me. I just bought myself a Canon Powershoot camera. I love it. I’ve already taken a shit ton of pictures with it in the first few hours of owning it. As in just shy of 200. My life is suddenly going in a completely different direction than it was yesterday. It’s kind of stunning. At least to me. I’m still in shock. The fact that I spent $300 on a camera and some camera stuff makes me want to puke.. and start crying. But in a totally good way.

I can’t wait for Oregon. It’s going to flat out amazing.

Car is going to be fixed.. that’s something I can barely wrap my mind around.

It’s amazing. My life is amazing.

Feel the burn

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I just got done stretching my second holes.. I took out the metal spirals I’ve had in for near to four years and put in some little 10g posts. The 8G matching plugs I bought from amazon should be here in a few days. I just wanted to get a head start on the stretching and I randomly found a pair of small gauge earrings I forgot I had. It’s weird, because when I stretched my #1 holes in my lobe they got really hot.. the second holes didn’t burn so much as itch. Super itchy. Anyway, no more hanging earrings for a while. I just want to get my #1’s up to a 0 and have pretty 8s or 6s in my second holes.

I gotta get a third hole done soon. Then I can start the stretching process all over again!

I’ve had a really good friday night/saturday morning. I close tonight and tomorrow so I still have my mornings on the weekend which is nice in case I want to go out. Johnny invited me to go see Reel Big Fish with him next sunday, which I’m totally game for. I can’t wait. Something I didn’t think about though was if I was going to be able to get that sunday off.. or at least get an early shift. I close just about every sunday, so I probably screwed myself. I gotta talk to my coworkers when I get to work.

Oregon is going to be amazing. Diet pills will be here the 11th. Hopefully they work. I still gotta buy my costume. Frick. It’s like $70. But I’ll make it happen even if I don’t go out for two weeks. I gotta pay comcast next week.. I gotta put money on my phone. FML.