Well actually it’s TUEEEESSSDDAAAAY.. but at my job it’s my “Monday” as in first day of the work week.
And it was brutal. I was super tired when I woke up but then it was slow and kind of anti-climatic at work. The day definitely drug along the last two hours.
But I haven’t smoked in almost 72 hours so that counts for something, right?
And I want a camera! I’m saving my pennies! There’s a few on my wishlist but man I wish I had one for my trip down to SC at the end of the month for my BFFs wedding.
And another one bites the dust
But why can I not conquer love?
I might have thought that we were one
Why not fight this war without weapons?
And I want it and I wanted it bad
But there were so many red flags
Now another one bites the dust
And let’s be clear, I trust no one
You did not break me
I’m still fighting for peace
So there’s that. This song. It tumbles and moves in and out of my thoughts. It sticks with me. It’s pressed it’s hooks into my subconscious and it comes up to the surface with a few lines often through out the day..
Well I’ve got thick skin and an elastic heart
But your blade it might be too sharp
I’m like a rubber band until you pull too hard
But I may snap when I move close
But you won’t see me move no more
‘Cause I’ve got an elastic heart
I’ve got an elastic heart
Yeah, I’ve got an elastic heart
I do. I do have an elastic heart. That bothers me. Scares me. Makes me wonder; am I damaged? Is it normal for it to be so easy to disconnect from what I’m doing? What I’ve been committed to?
Am I unhappy? Absolutely not. I’m happy and happy to be where I’m at.
But I think about it.
Maybe too often? I don’t dwell on it. It just crosses my mind.
What if I ran?
And I will stay up through the night
Let’s be clear, I won’t close my eyes
And I know that I can survive
I walked through fire to save my life
And I want it, I want my life so bad
And I’m doing everything I can
Then another one bites the dust
It’s hard to lose a chosen one
Down on the West Coast they got a sayin’
“If you’re not drinkin’ then you’re not playin’.”
But you’ve got the music, you’ve got the music in you, don’t you?
Down on the West Coast I get this feeling
Like it all could happen that’s why I’m leaving
You for the moment, you for the moment, Boy Blue, yeah, you
Your flyin’ high at the show, I’m feeling hot to the touch
You say you’ll miss me the most, I say I’ll miss you so much
But something keeps me really quiet, I’m alive, I’m a-lush
Your love, your love, my love
I can see my baby swingin’
His Parliament’s on fire and his hands are up
On the balcony and I’m singing
Ooh, baby, ooh, baby, I’m in love
I can see my sweet boy swayin’
He’s crazy y Cubano como yo, my love
On the balcony and I’m saying
Move baby, move baby, I’m in love
I’m in love (I’m in love)
I’m in love (I’m in love)
Down on the West Coast, they got their icons
Their silver starlets, their Queens of Saigons
And you’ve got the music, you’ve got the music in you, don’t you?
Down on the West Coast, they love their movies
Their golden gods, and rock and roll groupies
And you’ve got the music, you’ve got the music in you, don’t you?
You push it hard, I pull away, I’m feeling hotter than fire
I guess that no one ever really made me feel that much higher
Te deseo, cariño, boy, it’s you I desire
Your love, your love, my love
I can see my baby swingin’
His Parliament’s on fire and his hands are up
On the balcony and I’m singing
Ooh, baby, ooh, baby, I’m in love
I can see my sweet boy swayin’
He’s crazy y Cubano como yo, my love
On the balcony and I’m saying
Move baby, move baby, I’m in love
I can see my baby swingin’
His Parliament’s on fire and his hands are up
On the balcony and I’m singing
Ooh, baby, ooh, baby, I’m in love
I can see my sweet boy swayin’
He’s crazy y Cubano como yo, my love
On the balcony and I’m saying
Move baby, move baby, I’m in love
I’m in love
I’m in love
I don’t know what else to really say. My life is not exciting these days! I work and work and don’t take pictures of anything (whoops!)
I did just today though buy a new chair and table for my computer in my Craft room. So it’s entirely possible I will be online much more often than I have before. I really want to get back into blogging. It makes me happy!
20,000 Underneath the Sea 