They’re worth so much more after I’m a goner.
I was looking through all my photo albums and became a bit overwhelmed with my emotions. I miss my friends. Some more than others but I miss them none the less. I feel very lost. Helpless almost. I don’t have a job, and I expected to already have one by now. I really can’t spin poi because the weather is so disagreeable. If it’s not the temperature, it’s the wind.
I should be painting but I can’t find any inspiration for an illustration. What would I paint? What should I be taking pictures of? I feel like I’m letting myself go.
I miss my Father a lot too. I didn’t realize how much of a pillar he had turned into for me.
The life of sobriety is uneventful. Like, way uneventful. Hah.
So yeah that’s it.
Enjoy this. [Listen]
20,000 Underneath the Sea 
Wanna share tunes? That’s cool. I love music. Check this out. Not sure how you’ll take to it, but I think it’s REALLY heavy kinda in a Skinny Puppy way, only more subtle. Beth’s voice in contrast to the rest of it… I like it a lot. Hope you do, too. I’ve been listening to these guys. Very cool and smooth. Nice to relax to. Weddings suck. Good luck.
That sux, can’t post links? Oh well
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W5hpnLIswbQ Hah! There’s the first one. Portishead. Let’s try the other http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rcBAQp9SmLQ A group called Musetta.
Yay good music. Thank you 🙂 I ❤ Portishead