Ever feel like life fucking sucks and it’s constantly trying to bring you down. That’s how I feel. I had made a decision to be proactive and get the fuck out of my rut.

I’m going to be moving into my cousins spare bedroom (tomorrow actually) so I can be closer to town and find a fucking job and quit being a homebody shut in. I spent the weekend at their house baby sitting their children while they went out of town for their 10 year anniversary.

When they got home they invited me (again) to move in and I finally decided, “yes! This is what I’m going to do.”

I get home on Monday and low and behold.. my computer wont start. My specifically my monitor wont receive a signal from my computer. I immediately decided that my monitor must have decided to quit working but today I hooked up my sisters monitor just to be sure.. Well, it didn’t receive a signal either.

So now, I’m thinking my video card quit working. And it’s on board. Fuck you technology.

I obviously do not have the money to dump into a new video card, but it definitely sets me back with writing my ebooks and pursuing teamtreehouse shit.

Argh. It’s just incredibly frustrating. Considering I’m not entirely sure how video cards work, or if that’s even the actual problem, I’m going to try later using an hdmi cable to see if THAT output still works. If it does, then so be it, but if it doesn’t I think that will cement my thoughts of it being my video card.

In other news, I finally got my ipod out of my couch. I’ve taken some pictures, but since my computer isn’t exactly working, I’m not really able to put photos anywhere let alone on my blog. 😦

BUT no spiders got me so that was awesome. 🙂

Here’s to getting all moved safe and sound! Luckily I have a pick up so it wont require more than one trip. I am kind of bummed to be leaving my family though. As much as I love living with them I really do miss having my own space so I’m definitely looking forward to that.