Author: Amb A Sinner

Amb A Sinner https://ambasinner.wordpress.com If beauty is pain, violence is makeup.

Bad Manners

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I would just like to apologize for my random hiatus. I realize it’s bad manners and bad form for me because my blog is still “new” and I really don’t have archives for people to read.

But I needed it. Oh oh oh did I ever need it.

An incredible friend of mine, J, sent me a sick Motorola Xoom that I’ve been in love with since the moment I opened the box.

I also received my 120 film and adjusted it to fit my (new to me!) duaflex II kodak camera.

These have completely consumed my time. A friend of mine had a birthday party on Saturday which I attended. I spun my poi a little, played games, and drank more than I should have.

I also did that on Friday.

And on Thursday.

And probably a bunch before that too.

You see why I went on hiatus.

Shit got cray.

Yeah I said it.

So now that all of that is out of my system I’m feeling a bit more like myself. A bit more grounded. My head is in a better place.

I had a ridiculous week. I had become financially drained with car troubles and supporting another human. Another adult human. It definitely reminded me I’m in no position to have a baby ever. Not that I really needed reminding. Sorry, that’s pretty off topic.

I would talk about my love life, but I don’t have one anymore. So that’s out too.

Work is awesome. Woo! Ending on a good note.

No Rest for the Wicked

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I have had a four day weekend, excluding the Open House party I was a guest but ended up working at.

Did I rest at all? Relax? Paint? Decompress? Oh no, I’m far too busy for that. Silly me. God forbid I just give myself me time. What an idea.

This morning I decided today would be a fantastic Me day.

But then when I went to start my car it wouldn’t. Not immediately.

Long story short, my ignition switch needs to be changed. Ok. I can do this? Sure. I have a parts car for this very reason.

Well then you have my Brother, my Father, and M also in the mix. Sounds like way too many chiefs and not enough indians. And it was. And it was a nightmare. I got into a screaming match with my Father which nobody won and I still don’t have a new ignition.

I played a little Fall Out 3 which was fun but I’m just completely emotionally wrecked.

Now I have a long week ahead of me. I work M-W at the Bar, per usual, then Friday is my BFF’s birthday and we’re doing a big day trip to the City for a Giants game and I want her birthday to be awesome, but I really don’t have the spare cash to be spending at a Giant’s game when I have to get an ignition switch put in ASAP. Actually, it should have been changed MONTHS ago, but I’m a fucking procrastinator and I’m reaping my rewards.

So that was my Sunday. I hope yours was better.

Out of My Mind

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So much in so few days. I haven’t had a chance to paint anymore due to my work schedule. Which is sad sad times, but now that I have the next few days off I should be able to make time!

My brother arrived today from Oregon. I can’t begin to express how happy I am that he’s here. He’s one of my favorite people in the whole world and just having him around for the next few weeks will help me clear my head and get back to some kind of normalcy. I hope.

M and I went and got dinner at Shadowbrook last night because I felt like throwing money away and eating something delicious. We both got food poisoning. I called them today and the person I spoke to basically told me that it sucks for me but hey thanks for calling! Fuck you Shadowbrook. I tell Mike what happened and then he called them.. and they called me.. blahblah. Apparently the Chef was supposed to call me but they didn’t (go figure) and again on the phone the manager expressed that they’re only sending me a gift card because the service was shitty but I wasn’t food poisoned by them. And I told him he sucks at customer service.

Okay, no I didn’t. At this point though I was already over it. Yes, here’s my address, send me a gift card, I’ll just spend it in the bar.

Stupid. Ugh.

My back went crazy a few nights ago and it’s slowly been getting better as I’ve been taking it very easy. It’s still rough though. Every time I think I’m finally getting over that final hump in recovery something happens and I go back five steps. This time the pain was of a new flavor. It sent shooting pains down the front of my legs as well. Weird and unpleasant.

I got new tires today! So that’s awesome. I needed them.

Time to go drink a beer and visit with the fam.

Later Gators.