Unexpected Violence

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Just now Sid and Boris were up at our house. Dad was talking with Sid. I’m sitting in my bedroom. I hear little kids screaming and playing down in the valley, and I’m listening to music. Everything is fine. Then I hear my father screaming, “GET HIM. GET HIM QUICK.” and then “RUN.” so I immediately jump out of my room and try to find out what the hell is going on.

Moondance, Justin, and some of their friends from Caselegnos (a small store a few miles down the road from us, I’ve met them a few times as well) were walking up here to say hi. Boris ran down the hill and immediately attacked their blood hound puppy, Stella. At this point, I’m on the hill side. I see Boris back off, then jump on Stella again. There were two small children right next to Stella.

Sid managed to remove Boris from Stella. She now has a gaping hole in her leg. Everyone is angry, and all but one person has a right to be. And what is Sid doing?  Throwing insults at people.

There are no bad dogs, just bad owners. I’m sad to say Boris is a product of his environment. He could’ve been such a good dog.

Busy Busy Busy

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So yesterday was a horrific day at work. Almost got into a head-on collision on the way to work and that was when the ball started rolling. Got called in early, got bitched at by my boss, evil tourist customers, just one thing after another. I’m going to leave it at that.

I’m trying to play with adding pictures to my posts.. so bear with me.

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Karma Police, Arrest this Girl

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I’m feeling weird this morning. I’ve been single exactly two days and I’ve already been asked on a date. I’m going, because I was going to this event already, so it will be fun.

I’m also pretty excited about Mike moving here. He has already once played the role of the ‘one who got away’ in my life, and I don’t want that to happen twice. I’m excited to see how we are with each other on a daily basis. We’ve never had that, ever. We’ve never lived in the same town, and I’ve never had my licence (though I still don’t. Hah.) So hopefully that all pans out well too.

I feel like I’m more on track than I have been in a while. And for a minute there, I lost myself.

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They know that you’re horrible

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This isn’t going to be necessarily well written, but I must write none the less.

I can’t really say unexpectedly.. but surprisingly, my previous post turned into a catalyst. I finally reached the end of my rope in this dance Mike and I do. I can handle it no longer. I am over stalemating in my life. I’m over feeling lonely. Half my friends are in relationships, and the other half is dating. I could do neither. I was stuck in some kind of limbo.

I feel like a vulcan. Like just because my emotions aren’t showing people don’t think I feel them. I’ve dealt with so much crap in my life, this is how I’ve learned how to deal with it. I just turn it off. I have since I was 8. I’m still learning how to stop doing that.

So I digress.. I feel horrible. Sort of. I feel bad that I’ve made Mike feel bad. I don’t really feel bad about my choice. Mike and I are single. Which is good.

Mike has decided he’s going to move here in October. I told him I don’t want that pressure on my head. I don’t want himto move here and then when he hates it blame me. I’m not asking him to move here. But I guess he wants to. He can finish all of his school online.. So that’s good? I think. Anyway. So, Mike and I are single. Then when he moves here we’re boyfriend and girlfriend. And washed of all previous sins. We will be starting from square one. Weird right? I know. It works for me though. Like, this makes sense to me.

I just hope it works out right. Mike doesn’t deserve to have me stomp all over his heart.

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