What goes around comes back around..

Randomly and unexpectedly some good karma finally found it’s way to me. I just bought myself a Canon Powershoot camera. I love it. I’ve already taken a shit ton of pictures with it in the first few hours of owning it. As in just shy of 200. My life is suddenly going in a completely different direction than it was yesterday. It’s kind of stunning. At least to me. I’m still in shock. The fact that I spent $300 on a camera and some camera stuff makes me want to puke.. and start crying. But in a totally good way.

I can’t wait for Oregon. It’s going to flat out amazing.

Car is going to be fixed.. that’s something I can barely wrap my mind around.

It’s amazing. My life is amazing.

Feel the burn

I just got done stretching my second holes.. I took out the metal spirals I’ve had in for near to four years and put in some little 10g posts. The 8G matching plugs I bought from amazon should be here in a few days. I just wanted to get a head start on the stretching and I randomly found a pair of small gauge earrings I forgot I had. It’s weird, because when I stretched my #1 holes in my lobe they got really hot.. the second holes didn’t burn so much as itch. Super itchy. Anyway, no more hanging earrings for a while. I just want to get my #1’s up to a 0 and have pretty 8s or 6s in my second holes.

I gotta get a third hole done soon. Then I can start the stretching process all over again!

I’ve had a really good friday night/saturday morning. I close tonight and tomorrow so I still have my mornings on the weekend which is nice in case I want to go out. Johnny invited me to go see Reel Big Fish with him next sunday, which I’m totally game for. I can’t wait. Something I didn’t think about though was if I was going to be able to get that sunday off.. or at least get an early shift. I close just about every sunday, so I probably screwed myself. I gotta talk to my coworkers when I get to work.

Oregon is going to be amazing. Diet pills will be here the 11th. Hopefully they work. I still gotta buy my costume. Frick. It’s like $70. But I’ll make it happen even if I don’t go out for two weeks. I gotta pay comcast next week.. I gotta put money on my phone. FML.

Just towin that line

I’m good. Mentally, I’m good. Gifts in five days for myself. Good times. Oreon is only a month and a half away. I can’t wait. I still have to buy my return ticket and my halloween costume.. I’ll probably buy my return ticket with my paycheck before I leave since it will be twice as large. I can’t wait. Paid vacations rock. I can’t wait to see everyone. I know I’m not going to want to come home.

Motivation

Disclaimer: My keyboard has been acting up.. so I apologize before-hand for any typos.

I’m feeling really weird lately. Like I have all this energy I don’t know how to get out. My bedroom is driving me a little crazy. It’s not the way I want it to be. I want it to be more organized.. I want things to have a place. My biggest problem concerning that however is that I don’t have the room to accommodate those needs. My TV is in my closet, my coats are hanging next to it, my broke ass laptop is on top of the tv, the TV is on top of one of two racing bucket seats.. and that’s just one small portion of my closet. My dresser has clothes over flowing out of the drawers, and things are all over the top of it.. Knicknacks, my carnival glass, my receiver.. my computer.. my DESK TOP computer, is stacked next to my dresser on the floor. With the huge ass monitor stacked precariously on top of the up-right tower. I hate my small room.

So theres one rant out of the way. Beyond that I made a discovery today. Blu e-Cigarettes. What the F you say? [REDACTED] I want some. I’m buying some. Soon. no more cig smell, yay. no tar, so I will sound like a girl again.. yaaaaaay.

Oregon in 59 days.

I hate this part right here..

I am so good at staying emotionally unattached. To a point. I never start it. Never ever do I start it. I don’t like being sad, even a little bit. Once again, something I didn’t start, but got swept away in, has turned around on me. It’s like men like to jump in head first, then back peddle when it suits them. It’s so confusing to me. So so confusing. I want a users manual, please.